
I am now waiting in the airport for my flight to leave to Melbourne. Joemar brought me to the airport and I want to do my best to take this time to reflect on the gifts I received here and especially from him because of my intention.
Is he one of the good, honorable and integral men of this world? Absolutely.
What he taught me was tenderness. It was so great for me to stay open to the experience of it and not put any judgements or shouldn't around it, but to be open to receive his kindness without any attachment to it. How did his kindness show up on my journey? By being very taken care of. I was provided with a cell which made some of my organizing around Melbourne and my tour much easier. Paid for train tickets, taxi rides, dinners. Breakfast made for me, feet rubs and a hand held walk on the beach. I'm sure there are more ways that I was taken care of but those are on the top of my head. It was a great trip to Sydney and my intention to be well taken care of was fulfilled. Thank you Joemar. I am blessed.
At times I felt myself wanting to shut him out because I didn't want him to get more attached to me than he was. But this was actually closing myself off as well, which is never my intent.
Remembering to always stay open and allow, he said to me I am just telling the truth. And I thought "WOW". I am totally about telling the truth, but how open have I been to receiving others truth. when it involves me, am I able to receive it? When he said that, it was clear to me to keep my heart open and allow him to have his experience with me. He was here to teach me as well, and so he did. It is one thing to stay out of ego and tell my own truth, and it is totally another to stay out of ego and listen to anothers truth. If this is uncomfortable for me to do so , than it is perfect because they are reaching an area of me that can use some expansion and growth.
Another thing I loved that he said was that I can't even see you. I asked him to clarify. He said its like I only see you're shadow. You are way a head of me and I can't see you. I thought this was quite brilliant as I think there are many people that walk in and out of our lives and truly all we are ever see is their shadow, or some angle of them.
Time to board.
I am filled with excitement again as I board another plane and am ready for more discovery.
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